Aljo-Log

Archive for September, 2006

Just got this book in the mail:
Title: Build A Program Now – Microsoft Visual C# 2005 Express Edition
Author: Patrice Pelland

This is just the book I was looking for. It is for beginners with a lot of explanation, and contains a CD with software.

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For years I have submitted photos of Dutch monumental buildings, first to the Dutch Courier and then to Holland Focus, which are Australian publications for people with Dutch roots in Australia and New Zealand. On November 4th (2006) there will be an Australia Fair held in the Aboriginal Art Museum in Utrecht. I was invited because some people from Australia whom I have written with for years will be there too. And I would like to travel to Utrecht on November 4th to meet these people, should my physical condition allow me. I have an URL of the website about the Australia Fair, so click here. I have never been to the Aboriginal Art Museum before, but I am sure it will be very interesting. The entrance fee is 10 euro. Are you in the Utrecht area? Then do attend the Australia Fair! 4 November.

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I was looking on the Internet for more information on C++ and C#. Then I discovered that Microsoft has a free C# Software Development Kit, which can be downloaded from the Microsoft website. Last evening I saw a 20 minute video message explaining the basics of working with the C# development environment. This is really easy to work with; I ordered two books about C# so that I can play a little bit with it. C# is intended to be used in websites, if I understand it correctly, so maybe I can write a simple program with some graphics for my website. Like how years ago, I built a Java application for my homepage. I am looking forward to learning more about the C# programming language.

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Yesterday I realized that my thinking problem is caused by pain, that when I try to think by myself that it hurts a lot. I don’t really feel any real pain; I think I feel someone else’s pain. Someone who has been operated on for a brain tumour and that when I try to think I experience that person’s pain. This is not an illness, even though shrinks never learned during their medical studies how it would be possible that a patient experiences someone else’s pain. Of course if this were the truth, then this isn’t an illness, but a deliberate attempt by some organisation to take away my freedom of thought. I didn’t do anything to justify this organisation to take away my liberty like that. I want to read a book and do some programming but the people who control me won’t let me. These people only want me to age, and lack a love life. I hate The Netherlands for doing this to me. Or when I want to listen to Australian radio that certain people put pressure on me to make me switch off this Australian radio station and return to listening to Dutch radio! All this is totally impossible to explain by shrinks. But I experience almost every day how my brain is locked! It makes me furious that the people who treat my mental health condition refuse to believe me when I tell them this is all deliberately done to me. I think it is only a matter of time until the truth about my health will be revealed.

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Every time when I try to go to sleep wanting to wake up relatively early the next day to do something, I cannot fall asleep. On the other hand when I try to stay awake to listen to the radio then I fall asleep. I feel there are people who can keep me awake or make me go to sleep. Most nights from Sunday to Monday I hardly get any sleep at all, probably because it is the beginning of a new week. If this is deliberately done to me, it gets me pretty mad!

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This is Bert van Lent, the weekday evening and Saturday night presenter on Dutch radio station 100%NL. They have been on air only since a few months, and these days I am listening to them only, so that is over 5 hours per day. I like the music they play, all Dutch products. So I no longer get to hear the global music hit mix. It is so much more ‘easy going’ to listen to Dutch music rather than all the super commercial music from the USA. I sometimes email Bert, and that he often reads my mails on air. I am probably the only ‘Aljo’ people know here, so when Bert mentions my name on air, then a lot of listeners might know: “That’s that guy from Amersfoort…” On one hand it is nice to be a well known person; on the other hand people might consider it creepy to be known like that. I discovered that there are more and more people with the name Aljo, so in a few years there might be dozens of guys around called Aljo! If you’d like to try 100%NL then click on this link! All presentation is in Dutch, so the readers from this weblog probably won’t understand it. But the music is often in English. Give them a listen via the Internet!

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Someone else is controlling my mind. I cannot think freely. I cannot anticipate or act according to my own free will. This is so frustrating. I wonder who is doing this to me, because this is not an illness. Maybe this is the result of some form of biological warfare. If I am a captive, I am not sure if our Prime Minister would be able to get me free. I feel there is a foreign party who holds me hostage. Maybe this has to do with my feelings for the USA. I don’t have a clue what is wrong with me. Other than that all the time someone else is overruling my decisions so that I no longer have free will. I don’t think I will be free soon if ever, and that I feel the Netherlands Government should at least find out who is holding me hostage by kidnapping my soul. I wish I could immigrate to Australia, and that my kidnappers couldn’t get to me there.

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I dreamt last night that I was the guest of former German Chancellor Gerhard Schröder in his castle. We talked like friends until the morning. Mr Schröder is someone you love or like a lot, because he is that kind of person. He still is such an inspiration to me. During the seven years he was in office I must have sent him over 100 emails. I knew more about the German Chancellor than about the Dutch Prime Minister! And the friendship I feel for Gerhard Schröder is mutual. I must have dreamt some 5 times about Mr Schröder! And in two of those dreams we talked. I found a picture of Mr Schröder on the Internet.

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Since January of 2003 I live in downtown Amersfoort. Check out this picture, and follow the yellow arrow to my room. This picture was made with Google Earth, I discovered that the resolution of The Netherlands had improved significantly, so I made some pictures!

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