Aljo-Log

Archive for August, 2008

I listen a lot to Internet radio streams. Yesterday I filled out an inquiry about my radio listening. So I entered the truth that I listen about twice as much to English language Internet radio per day than Dutch radio. This must have hurt Dutch pride! But those American, Canadian and Australian radio stations I am listening to are simply much more fun than Dutch radio. Nobody can deny me this, even though it could be qualified as not being patriotic. Would the Dutch government act to stop me from listening to Internet streams? I find they don’t have the right to deny me this!

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Through the live space of a friend – who works for Microsoft – I came across this website about how working for Microsoft is a lot of fun. On this website are short videos which make you smile about how Microsoft employees are made fun of a little bit. For instance the videos with this cowboy who serenades Microsoft employees lives are very amusing. That these Microsoft employees are real people with needs, desires and ambitions like most people and how you can add meaning to  your life as a Microsoft employee. If I were healthy I would apply for a job with Microsoft.

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Max Webster – A Million Vacations
Honeymoon Suite – Feel It Again
Blue Oyster Cult – Burnin’ For You
Gabriella Cilmi – Don’t Want To Go To Bed Now
Sam Sparro – Black And Gold

Steppenwolf – The Pusher
Colin James – Five Long Years
Triumph – Follow Your Heart
Raine Maida – Yellow Brick Road
Prism – Armageddon

This is ZDF heute anchor Marietta Slomka. She is such a natural beauty, she is happily married and she is emitting a lot of love. Ordinary German women have a lot of difficulty to find husbands that 40% of German women in child baring age don’t have any children, which is a very high percentage. The best way to do something about this is to give young people inspiration of just how much fun marriage can be and how much satisfaction children can give. Marietta is perfect to do this. I feel a lot of affection for Marietta and that I wouldn’t want to miss her on my TV. Unfortunately her German TV station is slated to be removed from my hometown’s cable system! Not enough viewers, while I view more ZDF each week than I view all Dutch stations combined. ZDF is a news and entertainment station with a lot of European oriented content. They are even better than the BBC I reckon. I don’t view BBC I like ZDF better. Try ZDF and keep it on our cable.

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PS Slomka is a Polish name meaning ‘little straw’.

I am so convinced that there must be people who are in fact able to erase or change thoughts and memories on my mind. Because of this I can no longer trust my own brain. For instance when I am typing a text, if it is for this weblog or for programming that there are people who are manipulating my thoughts so that I make errors because I don’t control my mind fully, a 100%. This gets me pretty upset! Being able to think freely is a human right! But as it is, there are people who are using me to brainwash a lot of people! Is this a credible story?

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Over the past year I had this recurring dream about how I had my own M16 assault rifle, which I had gotten from American military friends. But that I couldn’t shoot with it because I only had one or two bullets, and because shooting an M16 makes a lot of noise. Guess what, this morning I dreamt the Dutch police searched my house, found my M16 and impounded it! Isn’t this hilarious?

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PS, This weapon represented an American girlfriend which the Americans granted me. And that the Dutch didn’t care that I had a firearm they just didn’t want me to have an American girlfriend.

After the Cold War had  ended I got to know quite a few Russians. In Australia they want to hire me to promote friendship between Russia and America. I would love to be a goodwill ambassador for Russia, I have a lot of confidence in the Russian People and government. For instance this story about the name of the new Russian President Dmitry Medvedev. My Russian friends told me that ‘med’ means likes, ‘ved’ means honey and that Medved is the Russian word for bear, literally ‘Likes Honey’. So Medvedev means Mr Bear. Russian people are so well educated and intelligent, even though they tend to have negative outlooks on life, that other people have evil intentions while this need not be so. I remember how Jackson Browne sang in the 1980s about Lawyers In Love vacationing in Russia. Well that actually is a very good idea! 

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Yesterday it was 2 years to the day that I wrote my first posting for this weblog. I  still find writing for this weblog a lot of fun. Even though there are not many people who read my weblog.

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I wrote about this before, but I am so fed up with these mood swings which are caused by people who have a remote control on my brain. Just like how I was deliberately made bald and that my female shrink refused to believe me, even though I had a credible explanation. Something I am thinking about lately is how I arrived in Australia in 1997 and that there was a woman there who appeared like as if she had come to pick me up and that she appeared to me as if she was the Dutch Queen. My reaction was: “I didn’t come to Australia to be with you”. Of course the queen is a very respectable powerful woman, and that I couldn’t think that, even though I was in Australia to get away from The Netherlands, so this makes perfect sense. Last week an angel appeared in my room, I looked at him and asked him to leave. Also something you shouldn’t do. But this wasn’t an angel as in the Bible; he wore a black and white robe. Thinking of my thinking process since I got my pacemaker in 1998 makes me realize that I don’t make my own decisions as if they are my own, I make my decisions according to the vantage point of someone else. Just like how I could have kept my hair if I had been true to the woman the Dutch wanted me to be with. But that I could never think about it. So when I fell in love with this girl in Amersfoort I never even considered the woman the Dutch picked for me anymore, I sort of forgot about her. On Australian radio they often play a song by The Rapture titled ‘No Sex For Ben’ and that the people who control me are making sure I am not having any sex. It seems as if I am paying off a loan. While in 1984 before entering university I had decided I was not interested in this loan, that I didn’t want this. But that of course these people didn’t accept ‘no’ for an answer. My situation is like punishment, probably punishment for youths to behave themselves and that there are a lot of youths who need to be punished. This could be the explanation for my new ugliness and my very bad health! I wonder how this will ever get any better. For instance my pacemaker is not curable maybe in 20 years with stem cell research. I hate being sacrificed, even though it is important. I figure they should have picked someone who deserved punishment, but that the Dutch figured that I with my adjustable personality happened to be perfect for this mission. This situation of being in constant need of care and how it clearly feels like how these people refuse to give me even a little bit of independence, is really making me feel like: “Why can’t you set me free, even a little bit!” My mind doesn’t obey me, I am thinking someone else’s thoughts, and this person is not acting like I would but is treating me like a machine like a car. I cannot think freely, remember or anticipate and this is so frustrating that it gets me furious. This has to stop!

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