Aljo-Log

It is becoming clear to me that my chronic health conditions – I’ve got three – cannot be attributed to bad luck, which I no longer believed anyway. Instead the Dutch government deliberately made sure that I would no longer be able to go outside by myself! But not for what I did, but because of what they feared me to do. I no longer identify myself with the Netherlands, because I was denied a love life and I was kicked off university. Even though all this was over 20 years ago, the reason why the Dutch took my good health and freedom was because they couldn’t deal with the fact that President Reagan wanted to become friends with me. That the Dutch made me choose between my Dutch love interest and being friends with the Americans. Even though I reckon the Dutch would never have let me complete a Masters Degree in university anyway so the easiest solution for them was to deny me to study. The point was they needed a reason why I could no longer study so they told me I was delusional. Thinking back to when I was delusional I realize that these delusional thoughts were in fact planted on my brain by the people who didn’t want me to be friends with the local Americans. Sooner or later I would find out the truth. So a mental condition alone would not have been enough to restrain me, so these people decided I needed a heart condition too. The Dutch government expected me to become lonely and in need of female companionship, that this way they could defeat me. After I dropped out of university I got to know several American military women, this changed me, I no longer was interested in Dutch female university students because I never got to know a single female student. This didn’t work for the Dutch. So the Dutch gave me a third chronic condition to deny me basic freedom. That I am being treated as a convict by the Dutch authorities. All this comes down to how the Dutch totally ruined my life and cannot accept defeat so they socially isolate me and deny me my independence to care for myself. That my pacemaker renders me unable to fly, so that I couldn’t move to Australia or to the USA. How Dutch finance minister Wouter Bos recently referred to my 48th birthday, to hurt my morale that I would comply with Dutch demands. While I feel so good listening to English language radio, that I know for sure that my future isn’t in The Netherlands and that my powerful foreign friends will have to tell the Dutch government to set me free. Nobody is above the law, and nobody had the right to hurt me this badly. I rest my case.

Aljo_

PS, The ‘Sexy Bitch’ American rapper Akon raps about refers to a woman you really like mutually with a sexual relationship, but whom is envied to you by others and thus is referred to as a bitch…